That's what friends are for..

i like him. like a brother, like a friend.

Even though i dont know her, i envy her. for the love he had for her and still has. for the way he talks to her and about her. for the way he misses her.

That's what i ever wanted: a love so strong that it drives you mad to be separate with the other. A love like in the movies. A story when the guy truly loves the girl. Wants to protect her. Notices the little things that makes her smile. Remembers everyday in their five years relashionship..

I'm only a friend. A friend who's ready to leave everything to go get him when he's about to do something stupid. A friend trying not to hurt him when he asks why doesnt she answer his texts. A friends who is by his side when his family is ganging up against him. A friend who doesnt judge when he does things i dont necessarly approve of. A friend who wishes him good night every night cause i know that's when he starts dwelling the past. A friend who rushes to her phone whenever he texts me, a grin on my face. A friend who tries to make him laugh these days, because under the sadness and depression, he has the most amazing smile.

For 8 years, i liked him. Like a brother, like a friend...........